There are three things that fuel me – Photography, Writing and Filmmaking.
I am only really happy when I am doing these things.
I can’t choose between them as each of them caters to a core need I have.
I am a ‘feeler’ and everything I do is about capturing or re-creating emotion.
I rotate my projects daily, rather than spending weeks/months doing one at a time. For me this keeps things fresh and prevents things from becoming too routine. Most importantly though, it stops me from becoming bored. It also means I get just enough space from each project to allow ideas to develop some body and can then return to them with renewed enthusiasm, a fresh pair of eyes and a clear head.
Inspiration seems to come to me the most just before I fall asleep. If I don’t write it down, I will forget it by morning.
Some of my best ideas have come from song lyrics. Some of my worst from trying to copy other people.
Be true to yourself and be free.
*Bonus points if you know which song the title of this post was taken from.
Yes, I know … FAIL.
I haven’t stuck with my pledge to ‘post 3 times a week’.
I start a new job today and had to do some major prep to get up to speed.
Will make good on my promise this week though.
Things have been a bit slow around here lately.
I’ve had a couple of pressing issues to take care of which have required my absolute and undivided attention these past few months. And while I did make some half-hearted attempts to post during this time, to be honest my mind was elsewhere.
But now I’m back, fully focused and ready to up the ante.
I’ve decided to change things up around here. While I like the look and feel of the site, I’m not too happy with what I have been posting recently (yawn). It has been a bit ‘lazy’.
I’ve also been thinking about how this site fits in with my other ones, my Portfolio and Lifestream, and what I want this, as my main site, to say.
Here are some of the changes I have decided to make for starters.
I will post …
So, beginning from this post forward, things should get a lot more interesting.
I will be participating in the following 30 day challenges …
EVENT: Script Frenzy
CHALLENGE: Write a 100 page screenplay in 30 days (rules)
DATE: April 1st – 30th
LINK: http://www.scriptfrenzy.org/EVENT: SoFoBoMo (Solo Photo Book Month)
CHALLENGE: Produce a Photo book in 30/31 days (rules)
DATE: June OR July
LINK: http://www.sofobomo.org/EVENT: Nanowrimo (National Novel Writing Month)
CHALLENGE: Write a novel in 30 days (rules)
DATE: November 1st – 30th
LINK: http://www.nanowrimo.org/
I love doing these things. At any given time I have 100′s of ideas rattling around in my head, these challenges help me focus.
Anybody else doing these?
My greatest fear is that I am a fraud. That everything I have ever done or said has been borrowed or stolen from someone else and that the total contribution I have made to the world, contribution that is truly my own, equals nothing at all.
“And then the day came, when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.”
Risk by Anais Nin
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2008 was the end of many things for me, some voluntary, some not. I had spent the whole of that year (and if I am to be 100% truthful, all of my adult life) feeling frustrated and restless. No matter what I did, nothing ever really felt enough.